Toujour Pur

im fascinated over this book right now:

i was rummaging through our cabinets here at home and to my surprise, it seems that we have a mini-library! the former occupants of the house that i am living in right now has somewhat left us with legacies: lots of BOOKS! and i just love them.. the books ranged from sciece, mathematics, nursing books, fiction, engineering books, magazines and a whole lot more.. while i was looking for an inetersting one, i came upon the oldest book that i saw and it entitled: WORLD’S WICKEDEST WOMEN written by Margaret Nicholas.. my mind tingled with the anticipation of reading it.. and at the end of the last page, i was in awe.. the author has pointed at least 10 women with notorious life.. the stories were shocking and you can’t believe that a woman can actually do that.. i thought women of ancient times are timid and laid-back but i was wrong, they were fearless and witty and bright and very intelligent. they use their bodies and beauty to lure men, and eventually gain wealth and power and fame.. it’s really an engrossing one.. a must-read..

this has really been a hectic week and most of my time was spent in school doing the endless school stuffs, what else?.. final exams is nearing and everyone is frantically cramming! all the teachers demands us to pass assignments, projects and all.. hello teachers! mind giving us a break? we are humans too and we also get tired.. because of the demanding school works, i fail to update my blog.. i post stuffs but i haven’t posted one that’s my own.. i miss having to update, but duty calls.. so here i am now, writing, pouring my heart out.. weekend at last.. i can finally sleep and rest and eat right.. thank God it’s FRIDAY!!

there are some things that are not in our control.. conflicts happen, it’s suppose to strengthen bonds, not destroy it.. but how am i gonna resolve a conflict when i even don’t know where to start? i wish things would get better soon.. i hate being in the same area and not talking, not even looking at each other. i hate being trapped in one room with her and know that we detest and despise each other.. i can’t seem to breath.. it’s too masikip fo us.. how will all these be resolved?

earlier tonight, my mom texted. she sent me a verse from the bible: Colossians chapter 3 verses 8-10. she told me to read it many times and to text back to her my reflection of that verse.. my mom really has knack of knowing what’s inside me without being actually talking to me.. she has like an ESP, she knows what’s in my mind.. thanks mama for the verse.. i’ve been completely off the wall these past few days.. by giving me that verse, loads were lifted off my shoulder.. i know things will be ok soon.. i know..