get well soon..

February 5, 2008

hon get well soon.. ishi and i will always be here for you, PROMISE..

city life..

beach 

lately, i’ve really been a blog-addict. juggling both studies and emotional life, i still have time to insert blogging amidst the busy-ness. life here in the city is really a fast-paced course, everybody follows a schedule, everybody follows a routine. i sometimes feel bored and i feel like i’m not enjoying life here anymore. since i was a kid, my ultimate dream was to study in the city and enjoy the carefree life, close to recreations and gimiks. but too much freedom and fun isn’t FUN at all. you sometimes think of HOME. and it’s the kind of emotion i am in right now. feeling like sentimental huh? i think it’s the emo-ness in me. i am so busy that i am thinking of an escape, any kind escape so long as i can breathe and be my whole self again. at night, when i’m able to think and able to realize things, i imagine the beach, i imagine the warm laugh of my parents, i remember adem’s hands covering mine. these are the only people i trust, the people i would give up everything for. i think of them and suddenly, i’m at peace.

thinking of the next days to come here in the city is a bit nauseating and i’m already painstakingly counting the days when i’ll finally be HOME..

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