unsettling tuesday..
i’m disturbed by random thoughts, so disturbed that i can’t think straight, i can’t even concentrate on the things that are needed to be done.. even writing this blog seems to be a hard feat, the words taking painstaking time to be typed.. this sure is going to be a long night!! 
P.S to Mr. Might-Have-Been: just be strong.. i’ll pray for you and your family.. it’s the only thing i can do to help than pretend to be happy when i’m really not.. truth hurts and i know you’ll learn to accept it someday.. you’re off with someone better than me.. thank you for everything.. Goodluck and Goodbye..